Keeping it cool.
It’s funny how I’m such a cool and calm person when I’m with
everyone else but my loved ones. I easily snap and react towards them, in which
I feel really bad about after, especially towards my parents.
I tell myself to keep it cool, but the minute something
happens, it just triggers me immediately, without even having the chance for
the head to talk to the heart.
Maybe that is who I really am, that darker side of me, which
can only be seen by them, my loved ones.
But I hate hurting them. I really do.
MasyaAllah, berdosanya rasa bila naik suara dengan mak
bapak. Kalau tak naik suara, cakap dengan nada perli. Nak mintak maaf pun
susah, duk pikir banyak kali. Dengan adik-adik pun, saya senang melenting.
Dengan encik rawakrambling ni pun sama. Adoi.. kena belajar control diri. Nanti
tak pasal-pasal jadik anak derhaka, isteri derhaka, kakak derhaka…pastu muntah
darah, tukar jadik batu dan macam-macam lagilah.. (tulah dia..pengaruh cerekarama tv3 dan
tv9)
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